I am an abusive boyfriend?

you remind me of a bully I went to school with. he was so full of himself, nothing could bring him into reality, then one day on the way home from school, he met up with another bully. that bully beat him so bad, it was painful to watch. but I did just for the pure joy of it. needless to say, after that beat down, he was cured. he never had a mean word to say to anyone. I think he ended up becoming a preacher. you need a good beat down . it will put you on the right path. you pick on women because you are afraid of men. you probably have lots of tattoos as weak people try to project the image of tough through body art. they feel weak so they try to negate their self image.