Why should i go on? suicide the answer?

Ever since i turned wx ive lead a hellish life small crim(misdomenrs) until ibspray painted "change the world" around my town got slapped with a felony and almost unable to get a job everything just gets worse and worse with no end in sight ive has sex 4 times in my whole llife(^m 22) i have no close friends within 500 miles of me and only 3 past that mark im single jobless and living on a good christen womans couch ive had suicdal thoughts since i was 14 and theve jjust kept getting worse and worse i feel crushed by the world and all that are in it and like no one cares recently good friends in my hometown have lied to used and betrayed me leavinng me feeling worthless and alone